some more pics

So here are more pics from the wedding, and a couple of bridals. Hope you enjoy them. Im now going to enjoy watching "Twilight"

Everything is coming together,,, Thanks to Taxes

So I must say that this debt I have been having for a couple years now is now going away. I just payed off my Mary Kay loan which I have learned a lesson on in the first place. I decided when I started Mary Kay that I wanted to start out with a really big inventory so that it can motivate me to sell sell sell. So therefore I invested in like a 4000 dollar inventory. HUGE MISTAKE!!!!! I wasnt doing good at all, and I wasnt as motivated as I should have been. So I had product just sitting there either collecting dust, or I would get it out and use it. Brad kinda helped me for a little bit on being motivated by saying "We will not hang out today until you book at least 3 classes." So that worked for a while, but people just didnt really wanna buy anything, so there it was again sitting on the shelf. I decided that selling just wasnt for me. So I closed out my contract and got money back to pay it down. But still had a bit to pay off after that. Every month I would make payments on it and the digits just got lower and lower. And then today, WAALAAA!!!!! They disappeared. And let me tell you it feels so good to have it all payed off. A bit of advice to people who are looking into selling makeup or pretty much anything... Do it and love it, and be motivated because you dont want to make the mistakes i did. And also, dont fall into the seller's trap of "If you join today and start an inventory, you get this and this and this free" Bunch of bull. I dont know how people can do it. Now all I have left to pay off is my parents and they helped me so much a couple years back when i decided to get a credit card and went crazy with it. They helped me pay it off, and now I am almost done with that. Now I just hope we can get brads debt gone soon..

wow

So I cant believe how fast time flies. I cant believe it has already been a month since my husband and I got married!!! It has been an amazing month. And I am proud to say that I am just getting used to saying my husband, altough yesterday at work, my coworkers caught me saying my fiance. Which you cant blame me. He has been my fiance for 6 months before he became my husband one month ago today. I wish I could go back to that day and play it slower. I thought it went too fast. And by the time I could enjoy it it was all over. I love not going home to the parents, and not calling them every night asking if I can stay out late. And just coming home from work and saying "ok babe lets go to bed." It was so funny. When we got to Florida, we called our parents to let them know we got there safe, and just for the heck of it I asked my dad if I could stay out late, and he got a big kick out of it. It was fun. I love being married, and couldnt ask for anything better.

Onto a different subject. So about a week ago, on Sunday my dad got called as bishop of the Fort Lane Ward. I think it will be so awesome for him. He will do such a good job and I just know that peoples lives will be touched by him. All the little kids will just love him, as he does little kids. I am just glad that I am married so people wont be looking at me to see if I am going to do anythin bad or anything. Im proud to say that Im a bishops daughter!!!!!!!!!!!!!

here are more pictures

I really like this one!! My sister edited these!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think this one is way cute

This one is a saying that she got offline

The sky is edited you can tell. But its cute

The whole family minus some people who decided to leave right after the temple

I really love this one!!!!! It shows tons of love

oh hug hug

kissing at the temple

I think this one of my favs

I love this one alot

so it's been a while

This is our frst dance as husband and wife. Kinda blurry but i still think it is cute

Wow its been a while since i wrote. Things are going great here at the Sawyers. We are just really busy with cleaning up the house that the bro in law and cousins trashed while we were on our honeymoon. We are almost done with that. We are also working alot too. But still life couldnt get any better, and I am loving being with such an amazing guy. Here are some pics from the wedding. Some of them didnt turn out too well, but oh well. Its all good.

Wow!! One more day!!!!

I cant begin to describe all the excitement I am feeling, as tmorrow, Brad and I get married!!!!!! Crazy stuff!!!! I went through the Salt Lake Temple and received my endowments yesterday, and that was such an amazing experience. Even though it will take me a while to learn all the symbolisms and such. But it was still so amazing!!!! It is such a beautiful temple. I loved that Brad was able to walk me through the veil. It was there that I probably cried the most. I love him oh so very much and am so grateful for everything he has done for me. He really even doesnt get teary eyed alot, but yesterday, I saw a few tears, and he said that he had a hard time looking at me because everytime he did, he would get emotional. It is amazing. I'm so exited to go through Bountiful since the last time I was there, was when it got deticated way back a long time ago. So It will be so nice to see it again. Time has just flown by so fast. I just thought I would write today, since I wont have time to write anymore today or tomorrow. So the next time you will see me or hear from me, I will be LERRIN SAWYER!!!!!!!!!

so this is how I am feeling right now...

So, as I sit here in my room, looking at the almost empty space, I cant help but feel this overwhelming sense of emotion, as I let the fact that I am finally getting married, sink in. (Its about time huh) I think before, I knew I was getting married, and I was just stressing, but now that mostly everything is done to where I can just sit and wait for a little bit, until brad gets off work, and we go tie shopping for the men, it is finally sinking in, that WOW I AM GETTING MARRIED IN EXACTLY ONE WEEK. Just listening to songs today while I was packing, hence the empty space, and just started crying just because I cant believe that the part of my life that I have dreamt about for a long time, is finally here. And I am moving onto the next 2 chapters of my life, the first being, moving out of my parents house and moving in with Brad. I am looking forward to that part of just being on my own and not having my parents check on me every night to see when I was coming home, to having the midnight curfew, and now just being FREE!!!! I am more looking forward to getting married to Brad, my best friend and soul mate. The love of my life. I cant believe it is finally here. I thought it would take forever to get here back in August, but boy does time fly. I am glad that we had the 2 years of dating to really get to know eachother, even though I knew I wanted to marry him since like 3 months of dating. But he has been here for me through what I think is the hardest thing in my life, and he supported me, when I though he would run away. That was the moment where I knew I totally loved him and wanted to be with him forever. So cheers, with sparkling cider, to the next chapter in my life. Goodbye Lerrin Ott, in one week, and HELLO TO LERRIN JANAI SAWYER!!!!!!