sick of it

Im so sick of the altzhimers or however you spell it, and getting treated like crap with them. Everything was all fine yesterday and everyone was in the best mood, even the ones that are mostly in bad ones. But When I had to go change one of the residents briefs, or diapers, he starts punching and kicking and everything. It usually takes one CNA to change him, but last night it took 3!!!! I cant wait until my time is up there to where I could say goodbye and go to a hospital. I mean I know that the altzhimers does things to them and they dont know what they are doing or whatever, they forget about it the next day. But we cant really do anything about the behavior other than let the nurse know about it. But when we do that, she really cant do anything about it either because they cant really control it. Its almost 5 months away to where I can leave and to where a hospital will accept me. I thought it was at least 6 months experience that a hospital wants, but looking at the 2 places I want to apply, Mckay Dee, and Primarys, they want a whole year!!!! GRRRR

so here they are...well some of them

My soon to be Nephew Chaz ccame along for the ride, and he had alot of fun playing aroud. He is such a cutie. He will be 2 in May

His dad was out photographer. We got these done at the Layton and Syracuse Parks. He did a pretty dang good job if I say so myself.

So here is a start

So Im finally giving in and creating a blog. Where do I start? Well I will tell you a bit about brad and I. We met back in high school, but never really talked. He went on a mission, and I never wrote him. He came back and we started to talk a little online, but had a girlfriend and boyfriend, so we never thought about dating, He ended up breaking up with his girlfriend in june, and my boyfriend broke up with me in July. He was talking to me online one day and asked how I was doing, and I told him I was dealing with a breakup. So he did a smart thing and asked if a date would help. So 2 weeks later, we went on our first date, and have basically been dating since. We have been together now for over 2 years, and are getting ready to spend our lives together. He popped the question on August 8,2008 and we are getting married February 6, 2009 in the Bountiful Temple. I will post engagements soon.