so this is how I am feeling right now...

So, as I sit here in my room, looking at the almost empty space, I cant help but feel this overwhelming sense of emotion, as I let the fact that I am finally getting married, sink in. (Its about time huh) I think before, I knew I was getting married, and I was just stressing, but now that mostly everything is done to where I can just sit and wait for a little bit, until brad gets off work, and we go tie shopping for the men, it is finally sinking in, that WOW I AM GETTING MARRIED IN EXACTLY ONE WEEK. Just listening to songs today while I was packing, hence the empty space, and just started crying just because I cant believe that the part of my life that I have dreamt about for a long time, is finally here. And I am moving onto the next 2 chapters of my life, the first being, moving out of my parents house and moving in with Brad. I am looking forward to that part of just being on my own and not having my parents check on me every night to see when I was coming home, to having the midnight curfew, and now just being FREE!!!! I am more looking forward to getting married to Brad, my best friend and soul mate. The love of my life. I cant believe it is finally here. I thought it would take forever to get here back in August, but boy does time fly. I am glad that we had the 2 years of dating to really get to know eachother, even though I knew I wanted to marry him since like 3 months of dating. But he has been here for me through what I think is the hardest thing in my life, and he supported me, when I though he would run away. That was the moment where I knew I totally loved him and wanted to be with him forever. So cheers, with sparkling cider, to the next chapter in my life. Goodbye Lerrin Ott, in one week, and HELLO TO LERRIN JANAI SAWYER!!!!!!